its the end of another year
a really tough life and hard times had been through within this year
how is it?? juz nice or juz bad??
im really having fun of course...
and the world outside had taught me much too...
i will proudly say im grow
i learnt much and realizing quite lots of thing eventually...
falling into someone that even myself could believe it...
though it still on going but i wouldn't doing something crazy to you or to me myself
and someone told me that there is a people is in love with me...
and my advice to her is... pls stay away from me... i dont think i will... not you are bad... is that it is too good for me
im not ready to any relationship
that way from my sight
and selfish-ly to mention...
i could hardly accept a person before im fall interested on that person...
a day before the end of the year
concluding this year is a really tough year...
my emotion was in bottom hill and slowly, gradually climbing towards the top and fallen again and climb back
and now i learnt to hold back my emotion... hold back my feel to anyone
of course hold back the silly stop-and-wait thought of that "one day" could come by so that my wish will come true
hoping that the next year could awake from this "beautiful nightmare"...
could finally find a person that could share our hugs...
W-I-S-H~~
